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Hi. Hi to all of you.

I. . . I don't really know what to tell you. Most of you don't care where I've been, so I'm going to leave out the sob story. I don't want your sympathy anyways. I simply want to let you know I'm alive, and well.

So, theres only one person I really care about.
Hi Michael. I miss you a lot. Like a lot. You're the only person on this god forsaken website I actually miss, because everyone else just lied. Lied and deceived.
Melissa wasn't really a friend, I guess she was kind of a selected stranger.
Alexis, well, she's not in my mind anymore.  . .

I don't know. . All I'm saying is in the past couple of months, you're the only person I've been reflecting on. . . All the time. I miss you. . . You're my best friend, really. I don't know why, but I have amazing stories to tell and you're in a lot of them. And people think we're crazy but at least we're crazy together. . . I'm about to cry as I write this. . I'm not sentimental. And I gave you my cellphone number, please text me. I hope you miss me like I miss you, and I had no intentions on walking out like I did. . .

My sadness for losing you as a friend, its hollow and painful, and it eats away at me when we can't talk. . . I told you everything and I don't know why I thought I could make it without you.

I don't know if you care. . . But I do. So, here I am writing some sappy ass paragraph about how much I miss you, and you're probably not giving a fuck.

I've messed up Mike. I've messed up real bad. I took everything you asked me not to do, and did it anyways.
Smoking.
Self-harm.
All of it.
Fuck, I may have even let someone reference sex to me, physically.

I messed up. . .
I regret it. . . Mike I do, and I don't know who else to turn to because I miss you so much that it hurts to think about, and everytime I do, I have this hollow sense of loss in my chest.

Please, please text me. I want to talk to you again. .

With all the love I have to give & more,
Yours truly,
Mae

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weasmo Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey guess what
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FredXGeorge Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
what?
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weasmo Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
CHAPTER 7 MAN.
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FredXGeorge Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
OLh
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TenderRevenge Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Yay I'm your 100th watcher!!!!! I like your stuff and the stuff you like too! :)
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FredXGeorge Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
aww thanks love <3 It means a lot. So stoked I finaly have 100 followers. It's rad.
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TenderRevenge Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It sure is! I remember when I got my 100. I loved it! :XD:
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FredXGeorge Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Can't wait tll I get more. Best part? I haven't been on in like three months.
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JossHorror Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013
COME BACK TO ME! YOU'RE MY WIFE. :*
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FredXGeorge Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
WIFEY.
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